God in his mercy provided a boat and our dream for us in spite of ourselves.
My problem wasn't fearing the future. My problem was in not thinking about it. When Chris and I got married not either one of us had a job. We were going to sail off into the sunset with never a responsibility. Here is a blog by a woman who over thought things. It resulted in a lot of fear. The end of the blog tells how to keep that delicate balance between over thinking and not thinking.